Did you ever felt so disgusting and want to just give up for everything, you've been through?
And dont even care what you're doing into your body and just want hurt yourself. Till the end, you dont feel a pain at all.. You just continue whatever you doing. But there is always a way you can go to, and some people always taking the wrong way cause they think is the best for them. They doesnt hurting themself for fun, there is always a story behind them even they tried to tell the story to someone and they can see, that person dont get it but you still continue telling. After you go to the other room or go home, the only thing you do is go the kitchen and find a glass and destroy it and do your thing. You sitting and thinking how much you hate your life and dont even wanted to live in this world. All you wanted to be gone and dont wanted feel pain anymore. And yes pain changes people so much and losing the self confident, never gonna let someone close to you cause you're afraid to lose them again. It will be hard to give yourself to someone after you have been through.
And dont even care what you're doing into your body and just want hurt yourself. Till the end, you dont feel a pain at all.. You just continue whatever you doing. But there is always a way you can go to, and some people always taking the wrong way cause they think is the best for them. They doesnt hurting themself for fun, there is always a story behind them even they tried to tell the story to someone and they can see, that person dont get it but you still continue telling. After you go to the other room or go home, the only thing you do is go the kitchen and find a glass and destroy it and do your thing. You sitting and thinking how much you hate your life and dont even wanted to live in this world. All you wanted to be gone and dont wanted feel pain anymore. And yes pain changes people so much and losing the self confident, never gonna let someone close to you cause you're afraid to lose them again. It will be hard to give yourself to someone after you have been through.
